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Tuesday, March 29, 2011

skycraper make me think like a crap!

imej dari : link bing
smenjak nak pulun siap kan asignment urban density ni...terajin lak usha info psal skycraper
so this is the latest tallest buidling yg tengah dibina...

possible je dorang bler bina next skycraper.sedang kan KLCC pun titik peluh mereka..yawnnn~
sangat boring sebenar er..so skang ni trasa sungguh geek lihat benda2 ni smua...

hopefully ventilation tak seteruk monas tower..yang sgt rasa nak pengsan lalu tunnel kat situ.
aku tengah pikir..purpose skycraper untuk encourage urban density tapi...energy usage utk skycraper macam lg tinggi.so cane aku nk wat part aku dlm report ni..sbb tengah pikir psal benefits for urban density.if I'm saying one of the benefits by this skycraper...mcm totally bercanggah dengan knowledge aku yg skycraper hanya menyumbang kepada pmbaziran tenaga...tehehehehe..rasa nk nangis pikir...

n suprisingly when looking some of info of benefit on skycraper I found the NST article.not sure bley copy paste tak..tp ada dalam data search written by anak enggang date 26 nov 2006 dalam factiva.com.
semangat je aku dgr article puji-puji psal menara kl..tp baru perasan...menara kl locating di tempat yang surrounding dgn kehijauan.n aku ttiba rs kagum.wlau disini banyak gak park.Tapi tidak sehijau kwasan menara KL yg dekat ngn tman burung n lelain..jahat er..wat asignment pon bley homesick!sob2

Sunday, March 27, 2011

menonton atau dipertonton.

Idup ni mmg bukan penuh dgn thousand of roses...
There always a 'catch' before you earn a good thing in your life..
kenapa aku nak satu kan cerita yang kontra in one post...benda yang boring pepandai la abaikan.
This weekend agak awesome sbb soooo good to have friends to spend ur time with...
We manage to form new team.walau agak awal utk join that team.but consider I'll be one of them too..
something like the ex-es of k.ct's h.mate.LmaO..very the banyak reveal story yang sgt meletssS 
tak banyak picture lak sbb ipod sgt haremss ler low batery.
dua mlm overnight umah yani n kak roha....tserempak ngn kak roha time nk g kelas AMN jumaat mlm..kitaorg blk skali...n she invited me to sleep over...mseti la mau kn...lg2 my h.mate not home again and again...semangat gile...wlau sabtu pagi ada kelas..sngup gak..blk umah amek brang.spek mata ku..n lelain...

rumah dorang mmg best..wlau kena nek bukit smpai tertongeng-tongeng...it worth lg..
Ada bath tub yg cuma bley salurkan ayer panas..tp xmungkin la nk guna.rumah org kan..dpt feeling tgk bath tub jd ar..wlau x dpt rendam2.bila compare ngn rumah sndiri yang menjadi pintu sukahati cik lilipas ~~~sungguh eyuuuuu~


dah la tido lmbat...wakakaka...g layan hall past sbb kwn kak bina yg folow pulang ttiba rs nk nonton...
kalau cite ni dah lama kuar d Malaysia mmg tak diketahui..mlas nk check out ape latest2 movie..sbb tahap kemampuan dah kurang...smbil jalan kak bina pon bebel2...
"td post kat fb nk tgk wyang takde sape nk layan..."
kak roha pon laju aje offer diri...
"jom la kalau nk tgk movie..."
dengan pantas kak bina check timing wyang. n trus pusing ke arah bgunan Myer and beli tiket...
erkss.ingat kan g southbank...separuh seh beza wayang southbank ngn Myer..hadoooi~
sbb akher bulan n rs ku ada sket duet balance2 so rela kan aje la..
suke gak wyg die.sbb rasa dua bontot ler muat krusi itew(bunyi prasan kurus kn..kan)
cite lawak tapi takde la enjoyable sgt..dpt tgk scene tanpa potong di wayang...woooowy.tjojol mata daku~
rasa confius yang teruja...(me r Sooo perv!)


kantoi fap..fap dlm keta..lwak gler
!



pagi sabtu er nk g kelas kak roha ler offer nk wat nasi goreng..pdahal kelas ak nak start lg 30 minit time tu..tp sbb makan free trus tak nk tgk jam..layan2 tgk dorang siap2 kat dapur...
Yani pon siap2 kan bahan nk steamboat ptg tu..hihi dalam kelas pon rs x tenang bila  jam start masuk pukul 3..
padahal Adriene(lecturer TQM daku yang obses ngn coke smbil tgn dah gegel2) mmg sudah kujangka akan perasan aku takde sebelum break 10am.time kena evacuate tu..die siap tegor...
"you not here before..."(nada dia yg ala2 suprising lihat aku...) hehehe,sambil aku hanya mampu tersengeh...
demmmmm~dah la aritupn aku ponteng..wakaka..penat lar asik bederet2 blaja TQM.
tula hikmah er pkai tudung.nk wat jahat terbatas...sila insap...bukan stakat takler minum2 atau vaves2...
ponteng atau lmbat g kelas pon aku kena sound..wlau bukan nada marah.tp still harus malu.
sekerim ni sorang brunei student yg wat.die campor cocktail with vanila icecream.creative n nice sgt!
sangat seronok dpt men-steamboat...(eh3,mane ada aku kate tak suka steamboat..hahahaha!)
boley gosiping lg...syiok..dah la aku datang bwk perot je..tak sempat tau nk beli present2...kih3,xmalu sungguh daku.sampai nak balik td pon smpat kaut ala2 choclate cake tp gwe lupe ape dia..n letak topping icecream yg sgt lyan..marbellllooous~


disebab kan machine washing rumah ni dlam kondisi jahanam my h.mate suka la g rumah dorang ni.Tp that day diorang smua kate xde kat umah n sbb nak mengelak dr jumpa die sbnar er.I'm seriously like in a middle of situation but even I know the truth I didn't want to hate her..I just want to stand up for myself.

Mcam fadhil kate..worse case senario probably I need to burn my deposit and walk out with drama la...
done with eating steamboat..lepas menonton ngn all the ex-es geng.jumpa lak budak ilham ni sbb dia kate boring dok umah n folow kengkwn die jln kat situ.and end up I have to guide them walking to west end...
Whatever la kanak2 ni nk rs jauh ke ape...yang korang datang tengah mlm ke west end ni mmg la kedai makan halal byk tutup..so,dorang g la mkan kat little malaysia ngn nasi goreng $10..
hahaha.sbnar er bgus gak ada org teman sparuh jalan before continue my journey b'confrence di hillgate.isu rumah sewa yg sunguh ngeri bile pikir...they really wanna me to get out ASAP.but it not as easy as it look like....
fuuuuhhhh~
Some say;
"dia tu tak takut balasan Tuhan semua..."
terngiang di otak ku...if there will be a karma for her..
Is it a karma for me sbb penah jd keji gk..isk3..
sedeh er~tapi apa buley buat..asik rasa nak call ibu je.smlm gile g call time tunggu bas.tak clear nk borak..hate my webcam xler guna...
I'm not sure what should I tell her about my problem.I just don't want to disappoint her anymore...
feel like I'm soo useless who can't take care of myself..

harap2 ada la keje kat toowong village and I should go there tomorrow send my resume....
tak larat lak antar paper ni...rs nk pengsan kena lipat2 byk sgt.

sbb kepenatan mlm nk start kje tu I accidently step on my lappy.

rs nk mnyesal pon tak guna...as long bler guna..just bsyukur..pg smlm je la singgah fortitude valley n beli second hand er samsung monitor..dh la sarung dlm plastik....ler continue bwk g QUT sbb konon nk wat keje.padahal stakat g print shelai paper wat pe...gler jauh smpai fortitude valley tp tu aje cash converter yg bukak ari ahad.yang penting ada disakaaauwn~ ^^ dah la second hand..ada diskaun lg..shuke..shuke...


okey la...my life so not really that happy.Saje nk Exaggerate awal2.tp much better ar dr sblum2 ni. gile satu hari ni sia2 tak wat pe pon psal asignment.print la sket SEQ psal infrastructure.waaa~stress er!project management pon ntah ape problem aku nk utara dan selatan kan maseh tak pasti.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Kerja ku sampai !

org kate...takde keje carik keje...waaaaaa~
dah la ak myampah kan ngn group mate aku ni..
pastu dtg la skang ni keje yg aku undang2 sendiri..tak sangka ler rs nak pengsan..time angkat td pon dh rasa
mcm nk tcungap...nyesal lak jln kaki ari ni...

Orang kate biar la bersusah-susah dahulu...
Bersenang-senang kemudian..asal aku bukan dapat duet sbb dasar kutuk n maki org...
bsyukur la..rs nk pengsan pas angkat semua ni...
Lalu daku menuju ke dalam tujuh sbelas utk mgeringkan cebisan air ketiak yg menangis d sekitar tubuh ku..krana pekerja 7-11 itu adalah org yg sma slama tiga hari bturut-turut.daku capai pula sebotol susu lowfat(perlu la kn) agar tidak ketara niat ku yg sbnar nya hanya mahu meminjam penghawa dingin.><

Idiot-isms

I'm just some idiot who don't see what I really want.
What truly I need...
I see some foolish girl when I stand in front of the mirror.
I see some fake smile I try to pull every single morning.Hope people will be ease on me.
Or maybe I just a pain in other people ass..Sometime I just don't know what more I could do.
If I don't trust fate.WHo am I to be?
kenapa cite kimi ni todoke ni makin sedeh lak..
demmit je....mjiwai lak watak sgt kan tgk cite ni...pdahal cite ni lg mrapu ke planet apentah...

HOLD ON!! we not gonna be forever in this world...

Love is like waiting for the right bus.but trully if I realize it will take too long to wait..
I usually just walk as close as I can to my destination.As far as I can go...I'll keep pushing myself 
to walk through my possible destination.
I see thing I wont see if I wait for the bus..I experienced and observed more aspect of life that I haven't not realize before.
Why bother walk?when the free ride is free~sometime I feel terrible for myself and like torturing myself for wasting so much time that I probably can spend it with a worth thing rather then keep waiting over and over again.
I may be wrong..But at least I do try.even if it hurt so much at the end of the journey.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Under circumstances

Aku ada kelas lg 30minit..
Baru lepas meeting ngn some f**** retard.
wadehalll aku kena group ngn dorang smpai dua group lak tu...
Bajet la smua tau..pastu tak nak dengar cakap org lak....
Emosi aku..dah la tak masal kena jd group leader..
The last thing I want to be in my life....
so what type of leader I would like to be?
For now I can tell like 'someone' in the group are act more like a leader.
Decided thing like he know every single thing in this world...

Yes naville i would definately read the book u suggest in class bfore cause it seem like I need more then motivation to counter back those retard..like they the only person who do the reading..
RAsa bagus aje..That what I need to face!!
Solve my anger problem before do the ridicolous thing.


Pluss what u would do if u feel like someone step u down..
Take advantage on you..but at same time..
You don't want to be the same person as they are...

Yups...I hv more valuable pride and style to turn into that type of human...
Patience and intelligent are some gift you cant get only by talking.

Sunday, March 20, 2011

kek marble tak brape nak marveles

okeh3..fine!
weekend aku mmg sux..how's aussie mate?
is it good there?i'm not that happy but not really that sad..sometime I do.
but wat to do...move on je la kan...
time aku er date tua aritu rs nk wat kek..tp tak jadi..
so,td rs nk wat kek..dah lama gile okeh teringin nk buat kek blueberi.
mahal haremss seh satu tin blueberi di malaysia..smpai rm20++ kot
tak hingat..tp tadi ak maseh rs mahal wlau $3.48..keh3,dark choc mampu lak beli..
tula nafsu sarakah yg mbonyot2 menghasut untuk menyimpang dari niat sebenar...


Wednesday, March 16, 2011

hilang

kadang-kadang kita terasa seolah-olah doa kita terlalu pendek
adakala solat trasa skejap cuma..sedangkan disaat itu baru kita rasa dekat...
Ada waktu yang kita harap sujud ini moga jadi yang terakhir...
kerana kita takut mungkin kita akan lalai dan kembali melupakan tempat sujud ini...

damai itu bukan terletak di tempat jauh tidak tersampai..
Adakala ia teramat dekat disisi tapi kita terus nafikan-Nya.
Kita rasa hilang sedang yg sebenar disitu tempat paling tepat untuk kita rasa dekat.
SEdangkan waktu itu yang terbaik untuk kita rasa teramat syukur atas smua diberi.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

imbas kembali ( pakcik steward bapok..aku tak suka kau!)

bukan nak flashback smpai 20/30 tahun lepas...
setakat 3 minggu yang lepas..selalu motif er nak mendelete picture dalam ipod je..
yelah,giga bit sngat semput nk simpan byk pic...lg2 baru ilang pendrive tok kali ke brape puloh ontah..
so, nak gak la letak kat blog ni..kalau letak kat fb.rs cam lem sss lark~

(~~~terasa nak guna "I" mcm poyo kn?~~~ahaahaha
ttiba bace blk rasa nk muntah...)

 cite ni seolah-olah perangai org brisbane yg sebok wat konsert kumpul dana untuk mangsa flood mlm tadi.location kat bwh umah ni lak...padahai org tgh risau ngn tsunami kat jepun.
scary tgk berita..teringin nk dok bwh ketiak ibu skang..gedik,takpnah ibu nak lyan diri ni bgitu...
nvr be me in the family.

sebelum flight tu we all dh gerak awal...mcm kul 5pg kot bgun...hadoi..tido dh la lmbt...
sempat lak nk last dinner with whole family kat area sri gombak...pic sgt unclear.xbest nk share.
a day before I gedik kan nak nangis2 mcm hape....pastu myesal asik kena repacking beg.
pastu tgk muka I pagi2..cm sembam.2x double tembab dr bese.


ibu x kasik bwk present jed_nuney.takot kena rip off
I bersunguh borak ngn para nenek2.lg2 nenek jeda...
ingat nenek I je nangis..nenek jeda lg sadis sore er menahan sebak..ler tbayang taw wajah nenek2 itew tgh nangis..tp I giler terasa nak gelak.(kwaja!)
knapa muke mreka sgt hepy jumpa daku for d last time?

okey fine,ni cite msa flight dtg sni..
one of reason delay story ni bcause of flight mas yg delay gak...mcm hram jah~
I nyer la kelam kekabut sbb trasa antara yg lmbat msuk dlm flight..
kena sound ngn steward bapok..

"bwk gitar ni bler men jazz ke..xbler men jazz wat pe sebok2 bwk gitar"

dlm hati je ar::: ehhh bapok~smua men gitar sbb nk blajar jazz ke?...no offense to jazz lover...since my lecture pon teaching history in jazz..what??do i really pursue study for engineering course? 

rupe er ada passenger yg cancel flight..so kena bwk kluar luggage dorang..pastu ada msalah teknikal..
owh,I dh bhrap dpt mkan pape alas perot..sbb before tu just mkn sandwich..tp perot I mcm xde rs ape mkan tu..time nk kuar mmg xmkan ape..still sebok men unpacking brang.
(yeeeee uolls~unpacking okeh!skang ni hidup serba tak lengkap..nak beli pon rs bdosa mbazir..tak hingat I er mbazir sdekah kat tokey karoke dlu~ skang mmg jimat gler okeh)
lmbat wey serve food..mcm kul 1 baru start bg sumbat nasi lemak.mula2 tempting.. dlm ati wat ayat sedeh..
"probably this will b the last nasi lemak i'll be eating dlm radar Mlaysia ni..."
(tp gile tipu,lepas smingu dh mkan nasi lemak blk..bwhahaha)

tapi mmg sedap pon..just perot ni xler accept.sedeh!

 lama x nek flight MAS.last nek time g Langkawi..sekolah rendah time yg tgh free hair~ rmbut style whitney houstan time tu...tu tak smpat abis kan air oren dh smpai.

herk?

Tak brape suka sgt nek mas lg2 g overC probably cam x syiok lak tgk dorg ni tuang2 wine...
kenapa Mas slalu dpt applause sbb service? confius ar...tp makanan emirates dlu lg syiok..ler mintak air pepsi satu tin..yg ni die tuang ngn ice...(kdekut!).service on flight mmg takler demand lbey2~
nek ekonomi je kan..jgn la nk hrap lebey2...nek lah airasia..confirm tak kcewa sbb service tu staraf ngn bayaran...
apesal I kutuk mas ni?owh,sbb kan pening kepala..dah msuk angin
mkan sambal(smbung sakit 2,3 hari lak tu)..patot er ada toilet dkat ngn seat I.
after 30 minit beredar dr tanah ayer..ada tampal notis not in service!fark it....
 tpaksa tgolek2 bjalan g kat blakang..takpernaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah la mabuk dlm flit..shits okeh..
org sblah I siap terefek sbb burping terribly plus ventilation system also sux too...
she thought I was vomitting inside the paper bag.but,I just pretend cause I can't really vomit inside that small bag..when I step out from toilet.mmg panjang gile Q.

byg kan la..international flight ada 2 je toilet..DUA AJE...ko giler ke??klau smua keracunan makanan cm I...ape jadiks?
lagi satu I cam pening sbb most of seat kat section tu berkaler warna warni..wadefak wey....
sumpah pening bertambah serabut...kaler oren,biru,hijau,ooooooooooooooooooowh please!
entertainment pon sgt mgecewakan wey...tak dpt la tivi dpn seat.

time tunggu luggage pon ada lg rupe er tserempak ngn steward bapok tua tu...
bukan nak maki sbb dia awww atau berumur..tp mmg myirapss ngn prangai die
kali ni die ngn geng stewardess tlg gelak2 kat I boley...
ayat die..
'dtg sni nak study ke nak men gitar...
amek engineering...tp nak men gitar..bila nak belajar er...'


ape msalah mereka dgn gitar?bukan ak bwk cello ke piano ke..revolver ke..opsss~

(ntah bila die check my detail..probably cause guna student grad mas+ibu redeem enrich point....)
kate2 terakhir die "okey la tipah gudluck yer..."
lenkali kena cuba bergaya bgini agar yg dtanye..brand ape spender tu..

g mati ar ko...sgt tak bekenan sambil sengeh2 simpul rs nk maki..perot maseh tercocok pedih..
 it could be a gastric.I didn't check at all.

hello pakcik..skang ni ari2  ada msa men gitar..
padahal projek tak start lg buat ni...pitamss

bila sampai tu sgt lega sbb kastam bek aje...
hanjing tu pon takdelah keji.. rs nk pelok aje..
sbnar er klau tak nk kena dog tu ceom2..declare aje food stuff...
i just remember he telling me like; 
"I thought tesco are brand from england"
"yahhh,we have a lot at Selayang M'sia"

shame,mmg suka borong brg tesco tau..kat sni borong homebrand lak...LoL,cheapskate

tu je kot nk cite..tak best kan...okey sket la dari  karot marut psal hati yg dilanda tsunami..


mungkin

mungkin...
antara perkara yang menyakitkan...
bila kita tak dapat nak rasa perasaan marah atau sakit hati...
bila yang buat pekara tu adalah orang yg kita 'care'..

We not able to hate him...even we want to..
We not able to feel angry even how bad we have cry
though it hurt when he rip our heart apart...
but we can't be mad at him...
because we just don't...
kerana aku bukan siapa2 untuk mrasa marah atau bengang...
kerana aku hanya diriku ;mencarik langit putih dalam kehitaman yg  tcorak.

I rather took all the blame...
feel guilty for having the feeling I have...
try to walk out of his life but don't have enough courage to do so..
the only thing I have is
Tawakal...I want him to be happy 
healthy more then I do...
and he meet his soulmate.
which will nvr be me..

I hope one day..I be able to forgive myself for not being a good human being.
and being so ridiculous in my need and my dream.for taking a black path bfore I found the right one.. 


Saturday, March 12, 2011

Lifehouse - You And Me




all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

just don't really wanna forget this song...as long as I can

Friday, March 11, 2011

26 is just a number...

sebenar er m'target total wish bday tahun ni less dari Dua PuLoh
sedar diri tak glamer....so,bila ttiba time birthday ramai org wish terasa cam confius la jugak kan~
here the list go..(best er ler wat list!!)

Plus jeda; takde er adiah2 misteri ni..
atau pertandingan itew and ini...
nanti tak ikhlas buley...hahaha,gampang je alasan nk ngelat....


start with sms/text msg;
I actually 'ON' my celcom this noon.since there no msg coming in after several hours..so,I just change it back to Lebara.klau msg after that like sooo not counting in!

1) My Lovely mummmieeeh (erghhhh,it does not sound rit huh?)
    Mrs Ibrahim a.k.a IBu ku...serius I read her msg first at moment I woke up this morning...sweet giler!
2) Kak Long (jahat gile ak tak wish time bday die aritu)
3) Jeda (bday aku die lak dapat mkan kat hilton-jeles wokey)
4) Pezarol ngongeng...(aku tak letak nama ko dlm 1st sbb ko wish semlm;rs tak bererti skit)
tak pasti ni adiah sbb aku smbung study atau adiah bday.dah lama bukak..ari ni baru start letak atas meja~

here goes the facebookers ;
5)faraheda (rasa bersalah gile last year she not able to celebrate birthday together cause of some conflict)
6)Enun (berani ilang kn video besday ak bg die)
7)Amy (dua kali dia wish..Terharu!kecian die kna exam)
8)Nazlina
9)Dzarina (ehhh,lupe nk letak nama die kat rank atas =P)
10) Icad (first time celebrate bday die last year..jeles gile ngn org yg bday ujung2 tahun ni)
11) Mawaddah Alias (I think I still hv bookmark dibikin sndiri she gave bfore aku transfer ke sMTbP)
12) aki (budak busuk = teman seperot = teman mcari makan = aku suka carik mkan ngn die)
13) Liah  (last 2 years we celebrating bday together..tak rapat sgt tp my humble sympathy for her sbb  ayah dia baru je meninggal few months ago)
14) siti BJ (aku baru teringat die sama bday ngn aku..hahaa)
15)Amalina (spupu ejun = erm,motif aku?)
16)ainur fateha
17)nasren honey(rs glamer die wish...haha)
18) nur faizatul (ak x sure die auto wish ke ape..fb ni pelik2...sbb die tak pnah lak interact ngn ak kat fb)
19) Casper
20)maYd
21)meady
22)Fuad
23) Bapak 
24) Nina
25 ) CTN (she older few hours then me...besfren first time msuk maahad..kipas susah mati SRK)
26)syahira rahmat

and whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat??
kekaseh baru jeda
26 wishes sudah dikira...well,it just a number~
eh,itu bukan umur ku...yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaw!
BUT,most important is thought

mwah..mwah..cayang cemua er...(bwek hekhek,makin kertu makin gediks lak) 
mampu nak pelok 26 orang camni? chop dok luar skali...

Monday, March 7, 2011

why owh why

3 things I did after try (yes!TRY) to wake up after few of my alarm clock snoozing like several times.don't even try to take a shower or even start my study but i figure out that;

crème fraîche = sour cream and 



google can't googling ; "?"




why today is monday...y?


and now...I slurp my last night orange juice from my mug..it still feel like yesterday....but it not...
the fact I hv class this evening...
and don't even read any single thing I should read....
annoying.
if I didn't start it now...i'll b regretting it soon....
but 

Friday, March 4, 2011

what do you want to be?


time kecik2 dulu cikgu tanye nak jadi ape...jwapan biasa dengar
1)doctor
2)lawyer
3)nurse
4)jurutera
5)arkitek
6)polis,ahli bomba smua
7) cikgu...

skang ni ak dah ada bachelor in electrical engineer and doing master in management in engineer..

I was in the class who part of my class already professional which can be a project manager or an engineer and sitting next to an architect....(mostly have their degree on infrastructure kind of field...)

AND
when some lecture who teaching leadership , negotiation and communication
asking ME what I wanna be?and I was like out of my mind and just answer....
."huh?"
."ME?"
.............
"an Engineer~"


wadefak am I doing in that class if I wanna be an engineer?
I don't want to be just and engineer...I should probably answer to be a project manager maybe.I don't know.but I really hate my answer.
I really like to bite my tongue after I say it...

the respond?
my lecturer start telling some story of someone who have slow mind...and at the end he become someone unexpected to be...maybe
(I don't really remember the story bcause I keep cursing myself while he telling this story)
but after that he telling another story some other guy who have a worship of become a leader.
who can talk and walk like a leader....can give a very motivating speech and already pointed to be a vice president and end up just want to stay at his home town and doing thing he like.

did he mean to relate the story to me?I just feel dumb enough.
not because I feel like I can be something better then an engineer.but because I NEVER EVER FEEL LIKE BEING AN ENGINEER since forever...

I just trap in something that I don't really know...and try to change direction but can't find my path...
maybe someday I really end up just being an engineer and people might ask me wadehal u doing ur master for??herm~

OKEH,post sblum ni aku tak tau pehal xler tgk.penat dah ak download 2/3 kali.tp mcm gagal je...so ak dh mlas..korang guna ar imaginasi...haha

when some lecture who teaching leadership and the
(nampak sgt aku salah copy paste ayat ni...pastu ak xnak delete..lg nk tambah ayat aku..nk kasi korang pening)