Loving you mean hurting myself...

love like a riddle without a solution...
it more complex compare wit any equation in any calculus theory..
albert einstein said:the gravitation not responsible for falling in love..there are no theory which able to define love...


u keep reading the quote about love...u wish one of the quote u hv gut to dedicate to the one linger on in ur head...
u  never know what is wrong when is rit...
i wish... truly wish i cud just let YAng Maha Esa make decision with whom i shud b with..but there r moment where ur heart pounding more and more...jumping high and higher....there is a voice inside my head...wanna let u know..how much i care bout u..
how i try to avoid frm texting u...i do regret each time i call u......how i wish,u didnt pick up the phone and i will give up..
there always a thousand of excuse i made...to let us close...to let me...
but wat if..............
i'm not myself..no~ some say...we shud pick someone who dont change us to bcome other person....
but what if...this stranger dat we bcome make us feel much better....
make us smile more and more...


gurl..u nvr know wat ur heart want...
u make guy confius..cos u dont even know wat to do..


it happen;between guy who u let them know everything bout u...
and another guy who u try to b all perfect for him..
u know....u wont choose the first one


but guy..some of u...thought  dat gurl who cry on ur shoulder when she down...
laugh like a joker with all ur stupid joke..are the one who wanna b with u..
but most of the time..they dont...they dont know why...they dont love this kind of guy...who would go for the high mountain to catch a butterfly for their love...
who dive into the deeper ocean..to find a perfect pearl for u...


gurl~even myself...cant tell...how and why...we keep falling for the wrong guy..
guy who turn us to b miserable...guy who make us wait for him like hours to go out with..and cancel the date for the reason like"i dunt feel like going out"..mlas lak....yup~those guy r super jerk u wish u cud forget on...but u just dont...u hurt today...but u keep looking for him the other nite...
stop it gurl..u r pathetic..but wat cud i say...i'm trap wit my own stupid feeling...hate it when i love u....

big film with tiny heart...small film wit big heart...

as my age turn 24..there a lot of film i watch....n yes,i agree...film which hv great CGI....big promo on media...will be one of top choice of movie addicted like me..to walk into the cinema...

but do u realize....most of the film that claim to be the best film dont really hv the good impact in our heart..

mayb..there is something we do remember...but the great film for me...is sthing u'll turn off the laptop..or walk out from cinema...with heart still pounding...n make urself thinking more n more...it make ur life change to be a better person...be more kind hearted...give u some courage to continue ur life...

i wish one day...i wud love to make some list of film dat really move my heart...hope u'll too will enjoy it...