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Thursday, December 30, 2010

terus bermimpi

few days ago mimpi kena cabut gigi..
waaa~adakah sbb mlas gosok gg sblum tido..
pukul 11pm ni pon rs nk korek peti ice n mkan some desert..
rasa pening je isu carik rumah kat brisbane ni...
aku x pham sgt ecah er cdangan at first.kenapa la budak ni x folow study skali...
and too bad the agent not really helping a lot.
Herm.if I did it much earlier.I probably do it all on my own.
Reality is~ xsampai 2 bulan ak kena start belaja balik...
Shity giler feeling...rs yg sgt xbest when I start thinking deeply about this.
if  nk sPeakinG ENglisH, tahap confident maseh half cook lg..
ggggggggggggggggggggr~try wat boDoh..tapi sebenar er rasa cam scary giler.
uSha2 pic kat website rumah sewa ni...RAsA nak menangis pon ada
Keep telling myself.This is REAL!ni bukan g booking flit-hotel-after sminggu balik mcm dlu.
Suka atau tak.I have to stay there.struggle and start exploring new life.
Masa degree ibu suh g ak nk tunggu master.dah master ni,rasa mcm makin lemau..

aku,jeda n amy makan kat "?" mall ampang sabtu lepas.ada karoke rm1/slagu.tapi RM10-11 lagu
tapi sound system haprak..mall ni bagai hidup segan mati tak mauuu~
tapi kan....sizzling die sedap selepas sizzling metro kajang.....and ak tak rasa sizzling klcc tu sedap mcm ramai org kate..slalu order kat klcc msti x abes.tapi yg ni sgt nyummmy,amy yg dh makan pon ler abes kan sizzling ni...





Keep thinking bout someone lately ** sound stupid to hv this feelingt while I knew I can't be here 
and stay by his side....
Is it cruel if I let myself thinking there still a hope when I'm not able to see even a shadow of him coming on my way....I'm falling apart.I try to stop listening to my heart.BUt it kind of hurt.Sorry,too fragile to hide it~

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