WHEN U PUT CAKE IN A CUP IT B'COME CUPCAKE

                                                   "it some kind of cheese cupcakes...but it lovely "
why do people like cupcakes?
well,i'm saying all this not bcause i really now what people like or after doing some survey etc...
it just my own opinion tough.......
u may refuse to agree..i dont mind at all~

                                                     "wanna go to LEgo Land...sob2"

well,i've no idea why i come out with this entri...
if we ever wonder why recently people getting obsessed with cupcakes when it already exist
like a century before the muffin even exist(from wat i read of course......)
even i nvr try to make one of this..it such tiny cute piece of cake which 
i dont hv much confident to make it done well....

 WHY DO WE LOVE CUPCAKES?

1) it is cute (LOL) always come with various kind of decoration...adorable sometime...
u rather stare at the look those rather then eat them all

2) we want to have something for our OWN.... we dont really have to share with others..sometimes or most of the time people do love to be selfish and dont even realize it....
well it sooo small and impposible if u cud ever share it anyway...

3) it easy to keep(doubt bout it..)but maybe...there sure easy to handle and u could keep it
in ur handbag or shopping bag much easier...

4)We always JUDGE A CUPCAKE BY IT COVER DONT WE?
 appearance bcome everything today..huh,like the same point here...but yeah~
people turn to value thing from outside...rather then consider the real taste anymore..
dat how the world work today...outlook appearance did turn lot of return today....
i wud love to deny it..but the truth usually hurt ~ 

5) it much fun and enjoyable...yup i really think so... i have a great moment each time i'm having the cupcakes...
6)??? why do you and i have to ask?? just eat those lovely cake..clueless why people ask those question again...

                                                    "~our great time together...kind of miss it now ~"

between cupcakes chic and wondermilk..i choose wondermilk...it a lil bit expensive but i hv trouble to finish some of cupcake frm cupcake chic like the marshmallow one...but amy like the cupcake chic more then other one...well it depends on ur tongue i guest soo...

extra cheese:
just cant take it when i just read 'bout someone who call himself  "MR know everything bout blogging" ,when he try to tell others what to write and what not to write on the blog....i mean as long we dont break any rules..&.it dont cause harm ;why does it matter to him?is it necessary to using only one language if u want to write a blog?i dont beg people to read these trash...if i did...i've already publish all over fb or twitter..no offense..but some people may only use a blog to create their own world..just bcause this guy create some blog look dat soooooo super cool he have rit to tell other wat to do wit their life...duuuuh~ face it...dont try to be a king...lantak la if some of them nk jadi pengulas berita ke ape...lol~kenape ak emo kat org yg ak x knal..ak pon x tau..lalalala~ maybe bcause i just sooo annoying how he try to make it like a big deal and sure i wont be like him.mayb i just try to disturb my mind by thinking something else rather then...urgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggh~

STOP

Key To My Heart by Jessica Jarrell (With Lyrics)

 

boy you put me on the spot I don't know what to say
But I'm trying anyway
Like my hearts gonna drop
My mind drifts away and I can't control the pains

Words are spinning in my head
Don't know why I'm holding back
I should just tell you how I'm feeling yeah heh

But I don't wanna act a fool
Don't wanna look confused
If I let you know about the way I feel
Don't know what you gonna do
So I keep it locked inside
And imagine you were mine
And I'm feeling you so close but yet so far
You hold the key to my heart

The more I brush it off
Tell myself it's nothing at all
Deeper I fall
And I imagine everyday
A thousand different ways
How you respond to what I say

Am I getting lost in my dreams?
Are you unreachable to me?
Cause these butterflies just won't go away

I don't wanna act a fool
Don't wanna look confused
If I let you know about the way I feel
Don't know what you gonna do
So I keep it locked inside
And imagine you were mine
And I'm feeling you so close but yet so far
You hold the key to my heart

But if I never tell you then you'll never know
And the secret is get-ting heavy to hold
This is more than just a crush
So I may stut-ter when I speak
And my knees may get a little weak
But I've got nothing to lose and only you to gain
Tell me do you feel the same

But I don't wanna act a fool
Don't wanna look confused
If I let you know about the way I feel
Don't know what you gonna do
So I keep it locked inside
And imagine you were mine
And I'm feeling you so close but yet so far
You hold the key to my heart

it 15th May
i've been thinking bout a lot of things....but doing nothing...
ordinary me..foolish as always i used to be...
got a txt from odie dis early morn ask me to send him to KLIA tonite...
this probably would be the last time i able to send him to KLIA...mayb we will never see each other again..who knew rit...i'm not ahli nujum yg bler predict future...
he is my bestie since msuk uiTM s.alam ni...satu2 er fren yg awal n akhir class yg sma..almost every semester dr diploma kitaorg kelas yg sma...only 3rd and 4th sem degree je kitaorg x sma kelas...gler kot...it mean 5 years we hv been in same class...letak entri psal mamat ni mcm la ak ada crush ngn die...LOL,jgn narrow minded sgt....
we've been through a lot of things together...
during my diploma crisis...he was one of few  fren who stood beside me when other bestie betray and turn back on me...yup,those were terrible moment which totally change my life and perspective of frenship....

si skema ni mmg la good looking tp we not really talking bout private things together...ntah la,rasa mcm x seswai je nk cite bnda2 tu...mcm pelik nk cite kat die "rit now i' m hving crush on......"atau "i broke up last nite...it was sooo awful...."
we more to "sial glee minah ni....." or "wat the shitty fucking of this guy i met....myusah kn perangai macm taik"
so,we dont really hv a sopan2 punyer talking when we be together...
totally he not really the shoulder to cry on..but he always be there when i need a fren...
if we hv a prob..we just hengout dan buat pkara gler....
apesal ntah ak byk sgt tepngaruh ngn hasutan odie ni..beli guitar psal die....join 3P psal dgr ckap die...n mcroboh kolej perindu sbb die....pekara paling bangang ak pnah buat...
we like brother n sista..but we only fight one time in these 6 years....he born a day before me... tp ak pelik sbb we totally hv different personaliti...erm,sgala ramalan mmg x kena...

1)die sgt rajin+suke kemas (Sgt KontRa okeh).....
2) die ada awek yg mcm lama gle dh dorang couple..(awek die kuat jeles-ak excluded)
--->ak xde pakwe yg stick langsung....sekian biarkan tanda soal
3)he like soccer
----> (ak benci gler bola...bukan benci..ak allergic bola...ak xtau camne nk tangkap bola..bg ak,klau bola dtg kite kena elak...hahhaa....kuat men bola racun)
4)die skema;smua bnda skema okeh...(Sgt2 takot ponteng...tapi slalu gak tepengaruh ngn aku)
---->aku kaki ponteng slagi buleh x dtg..mmg xnk dtg...

jadik,sbb tu la die ngn Gaban je yg still panggil aku ngn Si Pon...siot gle..sbb 1st time ak x dtg kelas BEL time part 3 diploma...dorang sdap2 bg nama x best ni...and next day si Odie lak x dtg n we call him Si Teng....tp, apesal ntah nama tu x melekat kat die..hampeh je~
itu la asal usul nama huduh yg dorang bg...n ak mlas nk cite ble org tanye...

sure,there'll be a person who dont like him....ada gak hasutan2 yg x brape nk bernas....well,i'm not sure if he ever think me as his bestie too cos i just dont care...


the thing is...i dont wanna say goodbye tonight cos i'm afraid i cudnt hold my tears....ak sangat sedeh sbb tu ak x offer nk jumpa for the last time...sbb ak benci lak nk rasa sedeh sbb dh susah nk jumpa pas ni....
jumpa for a last time is not my thing....i dont hv a gut to dat...even ak break off pon ak x kan or dont hv chance to say goodbye..apetah lagi ngn someone who u call bestfren...
it would be a while if we need to see each other back again...there will be no goodbye since i dont want our frenship to end up here....
huh~

::IBU ratu hidup ku::

esok 15th May 2010 adalah birthday ibu.....
selalu er i would share present or buying cake together with my eldest sister..
since die skang mrempat kat bradford smpai ujung tahun ni...totally would be my own effort
nk prepare for the special day....n last nite dtg idea yg super duper merepek 'yaitew' buat kek utk ibu...
hahhahaa~sbnar er niat nk wat spageti jer...tp camne la bler tgoogle kek coklat....erm,okeh gak kek kukus coklat ni...tanpa mbuat badget yg bernas.....diri ini mdecide buat ape yang patot....lalallaa~
idea ni datang lepas tkantoi slah antar msg i was suppose to send to mrX and ttiba tbagi kat ibu.... opss~nk wat camne ...tlajak kayak bler reverse ..tslah send msg,redah aje lah......
lama gler x wat kek....the last one i did,i think only arwah abah yg sangup mkan...smua org xnk makan...sedehh n trus give up....kuikui,padahal sndiri pon x lalu nk makan...

Langkah pertama....
salin menu

Langkah kedua...
check bekalan tepung sgala bagai...
check brang yg nk guna..klau dh nk kukus mane pengukus er...
spantas kilat 911 my bSF yg kebetulan tgh ulang alik dr puchong ke s.alam
huhu,smarttt~ada gak penyelamat....mekasih cik pah ina ku...

Langkah seterus er...
tido dlu..dapat kn tido yg cukup utk esk..hahaha

Langkah ke-empat
bangun tido..mlas nk mandi....g je kedai..jauh pulok nk g tesco...
tp kedai sek7 lama sblah 7-e ni jual x cukup..soda berkarbonat xde lak...koko er mahal gle..ak nk wat kek simple je......
owh yang paling bingung duet ak kurang rm35 dlm dompet..br nk sedar diri...tu pon dh smpai kat kedai mamak br ak nk kire badget...(typically me~ huuhu~)
RM35 -RM10(duet minyak)-RM5(duet topap)...tinggal rm20 ajo dlm dompet ni...cancel nk beli lunch..dh tak mampu..uhuks2

Langkah ke-5....
tunggu ina datang...ttiba mrX call nk mintak tlg antar surat ke-opis...layan kan aje...
(nawaitu ku;bler gak ak singgah smentara tunggu kek masak sat g)
so,smbil tunggu ina smbil tunggu mrX...bler plak ttiba ujan..adeh jwab er basah la tuala yg kusidai smlm....
~berjaya gak pinjam pengukus dr ina...wlau pon bgitu...aduhai..penutup pengukus mmg ina x jumpa n tpaksa la guna kekreatifan ak nk tutup bnda alah ni...tp agak pelik knape besar sangat weyyyy..........huahuahua....segan ak wat transfer brg kat petronas td...xpe2..demi niat suci ku ini..eceeh...

~tp,mmg x cukup pon bahan nk kukus....susu cair x mampu beli..wat guna susu pekat tp dicairkan...sesukati aku je wat teori sndiri.....pengayak xde....so ak wat cara kayak tepung style individu tedesak....(herm,biarlah rahsia...)

~pemukul/whisker pon xde..mixer apetah lagi...ak ni dh la xmkn dr pagi...lemah longlai nk memukul guna pengayuh yg spatut er td....(yeaa..ak tau..tu adalah bekas periuk nasi...sbb ak xde bowl.dont blame me..since ni rumah sewa kat s.alam..apekan daya..sape suh idea dtg smlm.)

Langkah ke-6...
ikot menu n wat la....
sambil2 tu bungkus present ibu...
ak bagi ape?erm,brang dari ikea aje...xtau dah nk bg ape....mungkin ni kire duet hasil titik peluh ak gak..sebab ak beli pas dpt duet thesis aritu.....tp problem msalah kesengalan ak yg berikut er....
kekonon nk letak present dlm kotak kasut boot aku yg dh ilang penutup..tp,bile dh balut tepi2 kotak tu...br ak nk ukur size present tu..n jwapan er..yup,xmuat...slamat x bungkus abes kotak ni...ada gak sisa nk bungkus ala2 x kreatif aku.....

Langkah ke-7
kek siap...letak topping...balik selayang..chow sblum jam....
dan ermmm,enak btul nasi dirumah...nyummy2..ibu tgh wat slide keje x siap...=P
esok la br rasa kek aku yg x tau ape rasa er...mcm ghupe kek hallowen x?ngahaha..apekehal ntah ak wat muke smiley tp mcm scary lak....

tambahan...tensen tengok sinetron tv9(yup tivi dah sehat ) yang ashraf sinclair blakon...
ape2 je cite ni...beli baju mahal pon bler jadi isu nk gado....sungguh pelik....
makcik miskin tp make-up makcik mcam 4-5jam er makeup.....

okeh2..sblum kena halau dr M'sia meh la tgk tv9 piala thomas tanda smgt satu Malaysia ku ini...
aq mmg susah nk tgk rncangan sukan wokeh..aptah lagi sndiri nk bsukan...ngahahhaa~

ada gak hikmah dorang kalah ngan jepun aritu...sold out tiket kat stadium jalil.....barulah ramai sket bukak mata n nk sokong negara sndiri...

ALL I EVER WANTED~

Tear up the photographs, but yesterday won't let go
Every day, every day, every minute
Here comes the emptiness, just can't be lonely you know
Every day, every day, hey, hey

This second chancin's really getting me down
You give and takin' everything I dreamed about
It's time you let me know, let me know, just let go

All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was an in between to escape this desperate scene
Where every law reveals the truth
Baby 'cause I all ever wanted, all I ever wanted was you

I'd rather walk alone, don't wanna chase you around
Every day, every day, every minute
I fall a thousand times for I let you drag me down
Every day, every day, hey, hey

Your new beginning was a perfect ending
But I keep feeling we've already been here before
It's time you let me know, let me know, just let go



Tell me with so many out there why I always turn to you?
Your goodbyes tear me down every time
And it's so easy to see that the blame is on me


All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was an in between to escape this desperate scene
Where every law reveals the truth
Baby 'cause I all ever wanted, all I ever wanted was you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4mmNjO5uoZQ&feature=related

Donita-Menanti Sebuah Jawaban (Super HD Video Clip)

tetiba terjumpa lagu ni kat utube...best gak version donita ni..tp yg xler blah..ending vC nie...adeh2....dah syok2 layan..ttiba ler spoil ngan ending yg x msuk akal...lol~ ak kusut masai dah x siap lg keje ni..ym pon xler bukak dr td...bengang jer~erm sabar2...n tabah...

Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi kamu menyukai sesuatu padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui." (Al-Baqarah, Ayat ke-216)

lama dah ak x terbaca ayat ni....smoga ak menyukai perkara yang baik bagi-Mu dan membenci perkara yg tidak Kau sukai.... sometime You gave me difficulty yet let me ease in some other way~i'm the one who see darkness when u show me the light....forgive me~

hectic time bebeh~

walla..walla....my day become more and more chaos...need a break though i seem hv lot of break already...
akibat tlalu byk beristirehat smpai xreti mcamana nk berusaha keras....
same as maksud terlalu senang dapat smua bnda sampai lupa nk bersabar...
okeh la...no more story on "lovely-dovey" feeling..since i dunno if it is real or not...
let it be wat it like to be...
so here i am..try to start doing again my thesis...but everything seem sooo wrong since yesterday...
i dunno why..but it just make  my own "sychonism" becoming higher...

maybe by listing part of my problem here would help me reduce stress...hope so,u'll nvr know till u start doing it...
Arakian,perkara PERTAMA/uno/1st of all...etc~
Dengan ulser dlm mulut yg reti2 nk bek...mayb akhir2 ni ak keep drinking air manis+berais lalu mengabai kan ayer paling sedap di dunia itu yg bnama air masak...ak tau itew lah air paling mahal skali korang susah nk beli...
 KEDUA
smlm aku pure2 wat thesis sdikit2.... n letak ar dlm folder yg mcm ak rasa xpnah skemas tu...n pagi tadi aku check blk..demmm file tu mcm dh jd rupe yg bbeza..ak xmungkin mngerti...dlm waktu 4:30 am.ak cuba ar memikirkan cara tbaik n selesaikan msalah..dgn bukak fb n utube...kul 4am okeh...mmg u tube ak bler jln lebeh laju dr biasa....terima kaseh celcom...(uweks).....layan gak tengok thriller lagenda budak setan...erm,ikutkan...ak mcm x complete pon bace trilogy cite tu...tp,tu ar...nk wat cane...cite tu mcm syoks jer utk ditonton..sape la mangsa nanti...
thriller lagenda budak setan(sila layan sndiri)

KETIGA/
pegi tesco niat nk byar bil letrik..dh masuk bulan ke-4..risau lak aku kena potong letrik nanti...hahaha...
tp lalu dkat pjbt ofis..aiks,tutup lak..dh kul 9:30am...nape lak tak bukak...so,ak wat2 pusing kat situ..n kuar blk kat pintu automatic yg x brape nk automatic...pergh..cute sgt ke aku ni..smpai ak dh btul2 dpn pintu tu pon die x mo bukak...sioot je...

KEEMPAT
teringin mkan nasi lemak kat restoran gembira sek3...padan muke..dh tau ari cuti...lg nk cari psal...kena ar tunggu agak dlm 15 minit sblum dpt tmpat duduk...ada ar 2,3 kali tmpat ak nk duduk kena amek org...ye2...mmg ak agak slow n mlas nk berebut ari ni....biarkanlah...
KELIMA
smpai kat gate...adeh kena tahan lak..ari sabtu ahad pon kena ke..ni yg mlas ikot gate dpan...since ak nk g PTAR 2 ni la akibat er...

pakguard: " sticker mane...student ke...nk kad matrix..."
check2...dlm purse..adeh,br kemarin aku men sumbat je kad since aku guna clucth beg time tgk iron man2...erks,ape kaitan...yela~kad ak susun mcm lakhnat sket...so,x jumpa la kn...
pakguard: "xpe la dik...g ketepi dulu..."
dlm hati..mcm nk chow je...tp,xyah ar....
pakguard:"jgn megelabah..releks"
demmm..knape ak mglabah..itew mmg response ak bile ak dh pening kpala...
zihah:"sorry la...aritu saya letak dlm pencelbox. time exam..slalu ada..."
pakguard:"nanti buat sticker erk...."
zihah:"xpe lah..saya dh final sem...."
lalu tunjuk thumbs up n chow...
PerSOALAN...knape ko nk tunjuk thumbs up...
1)bgus ar tu...ko dh brambus....jgn susah kn aku...
2)tahniah..dh hampir graduate...
3)okeh good..alasan ko paling bijak....
hahaha.
.perkara TERAKHIR
di sekitar kwasan PTAR 2....
"harap maklum ptar2 ditutup pada 1may sempena hari buruh...aduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh~" last2 ak g lepak sorang2 kat fac business ni...okeh la gak..cuma keje x jln dr td,...tpikir2 cite fuad sbb ape time magrib n pas kul 12 xde org study kat port kitaorg slalu study...ermmmm~patut la syok gle kat sni....hahahhaha