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Saturday, May 15, 2010

it 15th May
i've been thinking bout a lot of things....but doing nothing...
ordinary me..foolish as always i used to be...
got a txt from odie dis early morn ask me to send him to KLIA tonite...
this probably would be the last time i able to send him to KLIA...mayb we will never see each other again..who knew rit...i'm not ahli nujum yg bler predict future...
he is my bestie since msuk uiTM s.alam ni...satu2 er fren yg awal n akhir class yg sma..almost every semester dr diploma kitaorg kelas yg sma...only 3rd and 4th sem degree je kitaorg x sma kelas...gler kot...it mean 5 years we hv been in same class...letak entri psal mamat ni mcm la ak ada crush ngn die...LOL,jgn narrow minded sgt....
we've been through a lot of things together...
during my diploma crisis...he was one of few  fren who stood beside me when other bestie betray and turn back on me...yup,those were terrible moment which totally change my life and perspective of frenship....

si skema ni mmg la good looking tp we not really talking bout private things together...ntah la,rasa mcm x seswai je nk cite bnda2 tu...mcm pelik nk cite kat die "rit now i' m hving crush on......"atau "i broke up last nite...it was sooo awful...."
we more to "sial glee minah ni....." or "wat the shitty fucking of this guy i met....myusah kn perangai macm taik"
so,we dont really hv a sopan2 punyer talking when we be together.
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totally he not really the shoulder to cry on..but he always be there when i need a fren...
if we hv a prob..we just hengout dan buat pkara gler....
apesal ntah ak byk sgt tepngaruh ngn hasutan odie ni..beli guitar psal die....join 3P psal dgr ckap die...n mcroboh kolej perindu sbb die....pekara paling bangang ak pnah buat...
we like brother n sista..but we only fight one time in these 6 years....he born a day before me... tp ak pelik sbb we totally hv different personaliti...erm,sgala ramalan mmg x kena...

1)die sgt rajin+suke kemas (Sgt KontRa okeh).....
2) die ada awek yg mcm lama gle dh dorang couple..(awek die kuat jeles-ak excluded)
--->ak xde pakwe yg stick langsung....sekian biarkan tanda soal
3)he like soccer
----> (ak benci gler bola...bukan benci..ak allergic bola...ak xtau camne nk tangkap bola..bg ak,klau bola dtg kite kena elak...hahhaa....kuat men bola racun)
4)die skema;smua bnda skema okeh...(Sgt2 takot ponteng...tapi slalu gak tepengaruh ngn aku)
---->aku kaki ponteng slagi buleh x dtg..mmg xnk dtg...

jadik,sbb tu la die ngn Gaban je yg still panggil aku ngn Si Pon...siot gle..sbb 1st time ak x dtg kelas BEL time part 3 diploma...dorang sdap2 bg nama x best ni...and next day si Odie lak x dtg n we call him Si Teng....tp, apesal ntah nama tu x melekat kat die..hampeh je~
itu la asal usul nama huduh yg dorang bg...n ak mlas nk cite ble org tanye...

sure,there'll be a person who dont like him....ada gak hasutan2 yg x brape nk bernas....well,i'm not sure if he ever think me as his bestie too cos i just dont care...


the thing is...i dont wanna say goodbye tonight cos i'm afraid i cudnt hold my tears....ak sangat sedeh sbb tu ak x offer nk jumpa for the last time...sbb ak benci lak nk rasa sedeh sbb dh susah nk jumpa pas ni....
jumpa for a last time is not my thing....i dont hv a gut to dat...even ak break off pon ak x kan or dont hv chance to say goodbye..apetah lagi ngn someone who u call bestfren...
it would be a while if we need to see each other back again...there will be no goodbye since i dont want our frenship to end up here....
huh~

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