Loving you mean hurting myself...

love like a riddle without a solution...
it more complex compare wit any equation in any calculus theory..
albert einstein said:the gravitation not responsible for falling in love..there are no theory which able to define love...


u keep reading the quote about love...u wish one of the quote u hv gut to dedicate to the one linger on in ur head...
u  never know what is wrong when is rit...
i wish... truly wish i cud just let YAng Maha Esa make decision with whom i shud b with..but there r moment where ur heart pounding more and more...jumping high and higher....there is a voice inside my head...wanna let u know..how much i care bout u..
how i try to avoid frm texting u...i do regret each time i call u......how i wish,u didnt pick up the phone and i will give up..
there always a thousand of excuse i made...to let us close...to let me...
but wat if..............
i'm not myself..no~ some say...we shud pick someone who dont change us to bcome other person....
but what if...this stranger dat we bcome make us feel much better....
make us smile more and more...


gurl..u nvr know wat ur heart want...
u make guy confius..cos u dont even know wat to do..


it happen;between guy who u let them know everything bout u...
and another guy who u try to b all perfect for him..
u know....u wont choose the first one


but guy..some of u...thought  dat gurl who cry on ur shoulder when she down...
laugh like a joker with all ur stupid joke..are the one who wanna b with u..
but most of the time..they dont...they dont know why...they dont love this kind of guy...who would go for the high mountain to catch a butterfly for their love...
who dive into the deeper ocean..to find a perfect pearl for u...


gurl~even myself...cant tell...how and why...we keep falling for the wrong guy..
guy who turn us to b miserable...guy who make us wait for him like hours to go out with..and cancel the date for the reason like"i dunt feel like going out"..mlas lak....yup~those guy r super jerk u wish u cud forget on...but u just dont...u hurt today...but u keep looking for him the other nite...
stop it gurl..u r pathetic..but wat cud i say...i'm trap wit my own stupid feeling...hate it when i love u....

big film with tiny heart...small film wit big heart...

as my age turn 24..there a lot of film i watch....n yes,i agree...film which hv great CGI....big promo on media...will be one of top choice of movie addicted like me..to walk into the cinema...

but do u realize....most of the film that claim to be the best film dont really hv the good impact in our heart..

mayb..there is something we do remember...but the great film for me...is sthing u'll turn off the laptop..or walk out from cinema...with heart still pounding...n make urself thinking more n more...it make ur life change to be a better person...be more kind hearted...give u some courage to continue ur life...

i wish one day...i wud love to make some list of film dat really move my heart...hope u'll too will enjoy it...

1st try>>mata ikan ku

hAve a LoOk...and please do comment...

i'm using kodak 400(biasa dpt kat kdai)

my new addiction FISH EYE #2

stelah btahun2 myimpan hasrat ni..i just decide to buy one of lomo camera..
kegilaan terbaru nazihah...ermm moh lihat brape lama diri ini bler btahan...
dr sgala ilmu hasil m'usha blog n some forum..
dpt la hasil sperti dibwh ini..
From my personal exp...to buy lomo cam, there are some consideration u mit think bfore u decide to buy those ur fav one...
Lagi2 mcm ak yg totally dont hv steady income...kena la pikir2 kn akibat yg bkal dptempuh..
mcm nk beli filem..nk cuci filem..
masa nk beli camera ni pon ingt snang..rupa er certain blogger mcm lomokids prefer korang order dlu...if brg yg korang nak, xde dlam ready stock...
pastu ak try kat wondermilk..kcewa gk sbb time call phone sperti tertera kat web ;dorang kate available ..bile ak roger dr shah alam ke uptown damansara smata nk g beli xde lak..
SLEPAS satu mlm dikecewa kan...
esk  hari er ak trus keje mengoogle n dpt info; boutique mook kat garden n pavillion ada jual gak...
Dlm ksibukan ngn jadual pack bangat...akhir er dpt gak beli...suKa gLes...hahaha~dh la time nk beli pon ada gk dugaan er..amoi kat situ kate xde kaler itam...n nazihah yg sengal ni bwk duet tepat2..rm250...
sbb dh mlas nk mcari lg...ak wat pGorbanan duet kcemasan yng ada sperti;
 pound sterling,dirham n Singapore dollar ke money changer...n dpt la lg RM50+..dlm hati;(.cukup la if ak nk beli kaler puteh..)
n bile time nk beli tu..cit,rupe2 er ada kaler itam...disbalik lomo fisheye no1..haha.....jimat ak...
for those who hv no idea wat i'm saying...ak beli fish eye no2....kaler hitam jual kat kdai mook mid valley = rm250
if ak nk beli pink/ puteh = rm285 mayb sbb limited addition kot...xpe la~rm38 tu bek ak beli ice cream ben&jerry..hahaha..
skang ni dh g antar kdai cuci...kdai kat umh ak BBs photo shop bler cuci smpai lpas raye cina 22/2
ak pon try la g ttdi lak..pon xler dpt cpat..sminggu gak tunggu...last skali g shah alam sbb casper(my fren at uitm) kate sek 8 ada express er siap 30 min..sbb kmalasan bgun pg...apek tu dah tutup kdai gak...

sedeh2....ada la lbey 5 kdai ak g turun n tnye..blum lg masuk kdai yg ak lalu n confirm x bukak...pdan la muka ini...last2 jumpa gak kdai sblah Restoran Hakim sek7 ,jln Kristal..bler siap esk..yahuuu~esk ak x sbar nk tgk hasil..skali mcm smpah..adehhh~

carl's Jr

my review on food..
just want to share some of photo frm my fav place around the world...hahaha..        
mostly malaysia okeh...


pic sblah ni taken at >>>carl's jr sunway pyramid...
ni 1st time kitaorg try n time ada duet mmg okeh jer nk layan..
lbey sket dr price mcD..yola..utk sape2 yg dh burink nk asik mkan big mac..
bler la try..
ape yg best kat carl's ni sbb air free flow...biasa set dlm rm18 above...x brape ingat..i'll update bout it later on...usually for asian gurl like us (avg weight 48)...we just order one meal n it really enough...
First time try both of us take 2 meal n we end up going back without open the other burger.plus..i also order those fries as u seen on dat pic...erm,makna er...lg la x larat nk abes...